why do I feel like I won't be able to do everything before I die? I know it's a long way until then, but I still feel like I won't be successful in my aspiring job, salvage broken relationships with family, or leave a mark on the world. I'm also afraid of death. We don't know if there is a heaven, and even if there was, who'd know if i'd even go there?

dang that hits hard, i've wanted to die but couldn't leave my siblings alone, i get where your comin' from. just gotta try to keep you head up and don't stray  away from your goals and who knows maybe your goals will change or maybe you'll achieve way more than you thought, keep this in mind. hope you do great/ your doing great

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c. shubert i think : )