Feelings By Richard
You ask me why im feeling suicidal oh wait thats every day
I tell you my reason but you start yelling at me
Never mind I can do this myself
I don’t feel ok try to keep in
But it hurts to lie about my feelings
I look at the stars wishing I could fly with them.

If you think suicde is selfish then you never
Felt suicidal in your life
Because I hit you up when i'm having a bad day you tell me to fix it myself
So I say i'm tired
You tell me sleep
No you don’t understand because when I need you, you don't care
You were my whole ocean but to you I was anther stupid fish in the sea
You don't need to tell me twice I already know your life is better without me
I mean like if I'm really nothing then nobody would stop from me popping pills or taking a rope. Yeah I know I need to find a better way to cope but I rather take my Rope and jump off with it.

You ask me why im feeling suicidal oh wait thats every day
I tell you my reason but you start yelling at me
Never mind I can do this myself
I don’t feel ok try to keep in
But it hurts to lie about my feelings
I look at the stars wishing I could fly with them.