I miss you the thought of you being gone breaks my heart i dont wanna believe it at all i want to believe that your still here that your gonna txt back that your okay...but all i cant do is hope ..your loss has me everywhere right now i cant think straight and i cant focus im shaking i feel like my heart is shattered and it never gonna be fixed you leaving us is the hardest thing were gonna have to go through you were a queen and the baddest one im never gonna get over it its never gonna be okay we needed you and now your gone:( my heart beats for you ma