Ok so, for christmas sense me and my gf are far apart i have to do mostly stuff for her online... i wrote her a little letter but I feel like im being to cheesy or cliche can I get some opinions... you give me what i never knew i needed you give me what i never knew i wanted... i never once thought i would find someone like you... i love many yet you.. only you make me feel this way...
you're so different and i love to learn more... you wanna grow old with me, but, you'll never grow old to me... the only one who truly understands i let you in without hesitation... yet i still have more to show you...
a simple word that comes from you makes me smile bright In case you don't live forever, let me tell you now
ill love you until my last breath and then some, in case you leave my side and find someone new just know i am who i am because of you...
every day i think about us holding hands watching tv feeling free and safe and comfy it keeps me up all night
you make the colors seem so bright in the sky and the darkest days in my mind seem to have an exit and find freedom
your beauty blinds me no i could never look away cause you yes you, you see me smile actually I've waited way too long to say Everything you mean to me I love you more than you'll ever wrap your head around
I swore I'd never fall this way again but this, i dont even feel like im falling, im more flying higher then i ever did before and thats because of you
i crave your hugs i crave your kiss i crave your touch i dont really care but i could drop everything i would be doing just to feel your arms around me
i know i sound dramatic and cliche yet its all true you mean the world for you
you gave me a will to live a will to want to get better so i can smile with you when life gets hard knowing i always have you by my side
everywhere i go i think about you, everything i do i want you to do with me, i know i sound obsessed i know i sound clingy yet i just want you around
so is it to much to ask for your hand in mine? would it be to much to want you close to me and hold me tight while think of how much time i want to be with you is it to much to ask for you to be my forever?
I have a hero whenever I need one you saved my life more times then you think you may have I'm pretty sure it would kill me If you didn't know the pieces of me are pieces of you

I know im stubborn and hard to handle my mental issues kinda make me a mess but you decide to stick along with me, you help me battle my monsters and demons away that keep me up at night in tears I could never be more thankful
marry Christmas my one and only I hope you have the best one yet

so was that to much?