Why is it hard to breathe when I talk to them? No it's not that good feeling.

It's suffocating.
Feeling choked by tears but able to breathe perfectly at the same time.

I sent one message
Suddenly I've got my head down and I'm crying.
I wish I never met them but I can't erase the memories.
Their voice lightened my days and pressure lifted.

Now they won't say a word.
I've pushed them too far.
If i can't help someone how can i help myself?

For now i'll clean my mess of a mind,
in hopes i forget them in soon time.

Once more created by me. My teacher loves what i write sometimes and i feel like i could share it here? So somewhat school related again. Anyways, i'm just bored entirely with too many emotions. ╯︿╰