What do you do when your depression is taking over and you're cutting yourself because you have no one- I'm asking for a uhm- friend. and any friends of mine who see this, I'm perfectly fine :D

you are not fine, coz if you were fine right now you would have been enjoying the life.

I hope you will be ok

well its better to have no one (in my opnion) it gives u more time to focus on yourself and ur future like you dont have to worry if ur friend is happy or not,or if they are mad at u, so just focus on yourself and once ur better u will see sometimes being alone helps:)