Why should I not give up on life? School has been rlly stressful and now theres 6 more years of that stress

Theres so many disgusting people on this earth

I hate my appearance

I hate living a lonely life

I have 5 siblings that my parents gotta feed and now theres gonna be a 6th one, I'm basically doing them a favor by ending myself

I like how I'm pretty good at making friends but hate how I'm bad at keeping friends, like literally were friends for one day and then we feel like strangers the next

I'm tired all the time

I'm tired of hearing "talk to someone you trust"

I'm tired of reading fake copy and paste messages telling me I'm beautiful even though they never seen me

I wanna go home but when I go when it doesn't feel like home, the only part that does is my room but now it just feels like a welcoming cell and I'm the desperate prisoner

I enjoy sleeping so why not take a really long one