Im losing it, going insane
i have many choices
dont want none of them
trust issues rising
pain hurting me more
loved someone who never loved me back
i try my hardest to let him know
he just says ¨she´s never getting me back¨
¨she was my past¨
i cant take this s. h .i. t no more
my body is numb,
he´s moving on but she´s opposite
im an extrovert shes an introvert
he likes her and not me,
i am hurt overthinking
about the things we used to be
u and me
against the world now iss just me
i need to be fine with it
but im not
i cry everyday
trynna tell myself im okay
but i can never get to the point where i can say so
if you never loved me why did you get with me?
why did you accuse me of something i didnt do?
what is f. u .c. k.i. n.g wrong with me
heartbreak was only hard once before me and him
i just feel torn apart from the earth
my feelings are floating in space
no way to change or stop my emotions
crying night and day, my parents thought something else
i told them of you, the fact i love you and they were so happy
i dont wanna have to tell them im not part of an us
iss juss me
all alone
i dont wanna tell them i lost the thing that was my reason to live
my reason to wake up
my reason to love
my reason to smile
my reason to love myself
gone into thick and thin still here
but yet imma go through it again and regret the things imma do
i overdosed 4 times since we broke up,
you juss act like nothing ever happened
i never wanted your money i got my own
i didnt know you like that till after we broke up
i feel hurt,
imma go now
im over it

no this wasnt a song
it was me pouring out the way i feel

-- juss a simple nobody in your eyes