Ineed , i am asking this here and i know this is not something you would post on but i don't know who to ask. i don't want to ask family so understand ; -;

i feel like life is just a game you cant win because we all die in the end. if someone you love dear to your heart makes you feel like the world is ending what should you do? if it feels like everything is falling ontop of you what should you do? if it feels like you are falling in a never ending bottomless pit of sorow and pain what should you
if emotions hurt why do we have them? if feelings hurt why do we have
if love hurts we do we feel
feelings is a made up word created by
i hate humanity because how everyone treats others.
i hate my own kind too. what am i implying here you may ask?
maybe i'm not human maybe i am.
i am human but feel like a dam monster.

what should i

If you imagine life as a game,imagine as a free roaming game where there is no “winning” there is just living it up to the fullest. I know how it feels when someone makes u feel that way. What u gotta do is think from their viewpoint. If you feel u are right then I suggest u not do anything rash and just move on with life. Sometimes the person u think as a friend doesn’t feel that way about u. What do u have to do? Move on. Try to talk to some person u kno and trust about this. This relieves the pain a bit.try to do one thing at a time don’t think what u are going to do next. Think what u are going to do NOW. True friends are hard to come by so don’t think the one u have been thinking of one actually is a true friend.one way to relieve the pain is to try not to think about it. Do something you like. Play a game or watch cute kitten videos from the internet. Humans are monsters to anything we eat we are monsters but it is what you choose to do that makes you different. Never accept defeat just when u think everything is going to end it can get better. I hope what I said makes you feel better I am writing this in my viewpoint

I’m so sorry i don’t know the answer but i really need