I've been in my feelins for a min now and i've just realized tht I've been just avoiding all my shi and its rlly hard to get up everyday and act like every thing is alr when it hasn't been alr for years now. I am tired of hiding things from ppl and not being able to fully trust anyone . I once had someone tht i was extremely close to and now their gone. I can't even be myself cause i am always having to impress someone i don't believe the ppl will miss you if your gone shi cause everyone always leavin me so i am thinking its best to leave