What is this person in this poem experiencing \ what is your take of what this person is going through?

just another broken soul,
damaged by ones past,
affected by ones loss,
never had to laugh,

living through emotions,
you wish you never had,
so you wouldn't suffer from the existence,
of one who is never coming back,

and i just need to leave,
but its wasting all the time we have,
keep me without your secrets,
tell me when your going to save me,

i'd search the entire world,
just to see you smile,
and sleep off all the stress,
talk to you again tomorrow.

just 15 minutes of your vanished existence,
and i'm alone again,
i only want to listen to the beat of your heart,
your breath on my neck,

we can die together,
like romeo and juliet.