In the poem Long Way Down on what page does Shawn’s gun appear?

the tree invited all its friends to its lumber party. the party was at saruman's tower in isengard because saruman had killed some trees

(i'm bad at sudden poems so don't yell at me i'm trying to represent sadness or something like that but its real hard)

at the age of 4, she thought everything was better.

she was innocent, she was joyful, despite the predictions about the bad weather.

at the age of 10, she started to figure things out.

in life, in its meaning, she started to doubt.

at the age of 14, she was filled with depression, anxiety and fear,

that nobody cared about her, and death was drawing near.

at the age of 17, her sleeves got longer, her will got shorter, until she couldn't take it anymore.

she left this earth with a rope, chair and to the heavens she would soar.

the answer is #2 if im not mistaken

it's a question so the setting could be anywhere but what i can inferre is that you r seeking amongst other people for stuff that either your parents are to busy or just don't want to so you've got nowhere to turn cept for hope ths