I bet you are all wondering why i write sad. Is this really my fault? I am being somebody else, where has all the courage vanished to? I heart is sinking in a bubbly water full of hatred. But i thought I was full of love. I promised to give you love till i have no more to give. I have now realised that my love comes from my courage and my courage is sinking. I keep on sighting like a mother of six and no one understands why because I do not understand it myself. Somebody help me. This is bad doing it on your own. I express my feelings in my writings and i hope one day it'll come out with flying colours. I never remember digging somebody's courage down i always water them to flourish. But now my flower is fading and insted of you paying me back by making it blossom, you rather did me down. But if you knew what my seed was made up, you'll handle me like a premature baby egg. Empress Ariana McDonald ♥.