My parents have been non-stop fighting since Thanksgiving. This is why I hate the holidays! It always brings out the worst in people! And I am pretty sure that their fights are getting physical because I heard my step dad say "get your hands off of me" and my mom's hand has cuts and bruises on it. I am literally so scared. My mom keeps asking my if I want to be here but if we do leave my mom isn't allowed to drive or go on planes so we would have to take a bus or train and my mom can't work so I would have to work. We would have nowhere to go and if we lived at me grandma's we would get taken away because she is a hoarder and the last time her floors where seen was 2 weeks after she got her house made. I wish I could just go to school so I didn't have to deal with all of this but there is no way out! I am literally so done with this life that I live. I don't gain anything out of it. All it is doing is proving to me that when I am older that I am not getting married of ever dating again not matter how bad I want to get married and have kids with someone.
Omg and my bio-dad still hasn't talked to me for over half my life. Like is it really that hard to lift a finger to text my mom? I mean I could be dead for all he knows and he hasn't even pay child support since June! Like come on! I know he makes good money but he gives me $20 ones ever few months! Why am I cursed to not have a good life?