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At this moment I am thinking about.. how I hurt others. Today, I lashed out on people. I assumed terrible things, and the fact that it was my first instinct to blame others, even though it didn't make sense, says a lot about me. I have no self control and I also don't think about what I'm about to say; it just slips out. I hurt others without realizing it, and I don't mean to. Also, jealousy got the best of me. I blamed my friends, when they had nothing to do with it. It doesn't even make sense. I feel like I blamed them because I'm jealous. I'm jealous that nobody will ever view me the same, a person that they can tell me everything. Someone that isn't annoying. I am the problem, and I don't know what to do. I need help with my self control. I can be very excessive and hard to handle. Everyone calls me "silly, out of hand, immature, a lot to handle". They make me feel like I'm just this annoying thing, and I'm just such a headache everywhere I go. Thats why i lashed out. Thats why I lash out on everyone. I feel like nobody likes me nor doesnt want to know me. I noticed, If I ever get too far in a friendship, they back out. Or I do something wrong. I don't know. I feel unwanted. This isn't a story about someone but this is a brief summary of how I feel all the time. I always try to find new friends, but "I always attract the same people" How am I supposed to know if the person is a good guy If I don't know them? Am I supposed to pick a nerd from the street that has perfect grades and have never made a mistake in their life?  No, nobody is like that. I become friends with whoever makes me feel happy, and who I can relate to. Nobody gets to tell me who I like or who I shouldn't like. It's like telling me to not love someone. I mean, who would ever want to love me anyways? This is a feeling that is temporary, like all of my other emotions. I just forget about it. I just say, "Whatever", and forget I ever was sad about it. I just feel like I'm just getting through life, and not living it. I feel like I want to live my life to the fullest, but I also don't have the motivation to. I don't even do my work, because I'm unmotivated all the time. I feel like doing nothing.  I feel like everybody hates me. I feel unwanted. Today wasn't a good day overall, and I made the people that I really like upset because of my misunderstanding, and lashed out, when it was not their fault and at the end it was MY FAULT. Embarrassing. I should've never blamed people without not thinking about it first. My problem is.. I have self control issues and I'm "a lot to handle". No matter how hard I try to be "serious" and try to grow up, it won't happen. I might be a little crazy, but thats just me. I cannot force myself to change because other people can't stand my 6 year old behavior. Sorry not sorry Imao..

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