I wanna end my life no one wants to help me

It's to know your purpose before you read something because a purpose can:

What is the significance of the novel's title? what is the "sweet hereafter"? a). a place you go after a tragedy takes your life b). a beautiful place the dead go, like heaven c). into the sunset, an ending that is not defined d). a dark sad place the dead go before rebirth

What about the sentence structure in this passage build suspense