Which three parts of this excerpt from f. scott fitzgerald's "winter dreams" reflect dexter’s final disillusionment?

a) [when, in a few minutes, devlin went he lay down on his lounge and looked out the window at the new york sky-line into which the sun was sinking in dull lovely shades of pink and gold.]

he had thought that having nothing else to lose he was invulnerable at last—but he knew that b) [he had just lost something more, as surely as if he had married judy jones and seen her fade away before his eyes] c) [the dream was gone] d) [something had been taken from him] e) [in a sort of panic he pushed the palms of his hands into his eyes and tried to bring up a picture of the waters lapping on sherry island and the moonlit veranda, and gingham on the golf-links and the dry sun and the gold color of her neck's soft down] f) [and her mouth damp to his kisses and her eyes plaintive with melancholy and her freshness like new fine linen in the morning.]