What is juliet saying? indeed, i never shall be satisfied with romeo, till i behold him—dead— is my poor heart so for a kinsman vex'd: (iii. v. 101-3)
she is lying to her mother outright.
she is using a double meaning to confuse her mother.
she is telling her mother that she would rather be dead than marry paris.
she is confessing her love of romeo to her mother.