ATTENTION ATTENTION! these are all songs I made, please tell me what you honestly think of them Holding your hand and kissin on your cheek every second we’re apart my heart starts feeling weak, feeling so nervous I don’t know what I should do. My hand is getting sweaty. I thought it might ruin the mood, but you pulled me closer acting like it didn’t bother you. Still don’t know what I should do, looking at the ground trying to leave it up to you, but you squeeze on my hand trying to reassure me, I was afraid that you’d hurt me I’m so tired of feeling pain but now I know you won’t do that, people telling me I should quit before it gets to serious but when I’m with you I feel so delirious, I’m happy that you quitting all the stuff you were doing, even if you didn’t I still would have tried, to make this work even if I got hurt, but you gotta let me in let me know how you feel, tell me what is going on, when I’m holding onto you I feel really calm but tears rolling down you face I try to ask what’s wrong but you won’t tell me now, never giving up, you tell me I’ll find out soon, so I whisper in your ear “just know that I love you”

I can see the tears in your eyes, tell me what is wrong, baby I don't want no lies. I can see the cuts on your arms they look like they hurt, listening to you cry at night it makes me feel like dirt, telling you I love you and you say I love you too, saying you really mean it but I don't think you do, the only time I feel close is when I’m holding onto you. Your life slowly slipping I don’t know what to say, I put your hand down and I start to walk away but right before I leave you tell me it’s okay. Sittin in my room crying every night staring at the sun cause I don’t see no light, sittin on my knees while praying at the sky, screaming out my lungs asking god why. Why did you take her? She was the only one for me, looking for my gun but I can barely see, barrel in my mouth now I’m counting down from 3, bullet in my brain because life without you, isn't meant for me.

Going for your heart it was dangerous, it felt like you were messing with my heart you were shameless. you've dated a lot of men they nameless. I wanted you, you wanted me, baby I thought we were meant to be. Your pain I wanted it shared with me, your trust I wanted you to give it to me but essentially we weren't meant to be. With you I felt like I was omnipotent, without you it feels like I've been choking I'm at a loss of air I've got no time to spare, I wanted to be the glue to fix your heart that's broken. You might as well just cut me open cause it feels like my heart is broken, I tried to get you to quit the d. pe and all the drgs you were doing but I guess I was set to fail, please don’t go to jail your face is too pretty for that living hell, I don’t want you to sleep in that cold cell. I'm tired of hoping it’s time to tie the rope and hang up my notions. Our time together was great but it wasn't worth the pain if I was depressed I might have put a slug through my brain. I thought you cared for me, now I’m scared to be all alone I got no one to call my own. I need help I was at the top now it feels like I’m falling, Staying up all night thinking about calling your phone, beating myself up cause I never got the chance to call you my own, am I staying up late or waking up early I can’t even tell cause my mind feeling swirly now I get excited when I see one little girly this girl she done hurt me, I’m acting real thirsty please help Don’t let nobody hurt me.