I need help does this sound okay to send to my bf?? Ben, I know I already sent you a message on hangouts to express how I feel about you but the truth is I need you in my life more often the way you look at me it drives me insane knowing that I can't touch you. Knowing thatg I have to wait 2 years till i am able to be with you. It sucks knowing that my family hates you but I feel i stand alone when I say I love you mainly because i told my grandma that I didn't care about her opinion on you that I love you no matter what ( it cost me a taz from the Tazzer) but still I don't care who stands in my way I will find a way to be with you to hold you I love you ben more than you can imagine.