So ik this isn't school related but i'm having this problem i rlly need another opinion/advise on. i'm having weight issues. so a little back ground. i'm 16yo female 5'4 and 118 almost 119 pounds. and the doc said i am a healthy weight and so does everyone else. but i am naturally built kinda slim. and i hate it. i have this crazy obsession with being "thicc" and for some reason in my head i see my self as very under weight and i was into disordered eating like forcing my self to over eat certain foods trying to force weight gain. i was sort of bullied in the past for being smaller than everyone else but that was like in elementary school. so i got a little better but it seems to be coming back? ! my brain just keeps telling me to count all of my calories and keeps telling me i need to gain !