why do I have to be in so much pain all the time..?im so tired I just want it to end it hurts so bad

Everyone hurts and it is okay to hurt. I know how you feel. I have been there. If you need someone to talk to I’m here.

Hey bby was the day i was just asking you to do a little thing on my way home

Well if you pick a machine to work on and that's gonna be your exercise if you don't stick to that machine your muscle strength your muscle mass rather will change because you haven't been doing it you change something in your exercise routine which changes your body's form of dealing with things for example you might become weaker or stronger depending on what kind of exercises you do in whether or not the machine you picked actually your muscles grow.