“Never say you want to die.”,”Live on without giving up!” They say everybody should live life by that Frankly we don’t care a bit if we ourselves died but we’d be pretty sad if the people around us died it should be ego somehow that goes like “Because we just wouldn’t like to be sad.” Not carin if strangers are living or not, and hating someone else merely like some kinds of trends and fashion but we still say “Lets live in peace” nevertheless, what a wonderful thing that would be indeed someone dies on the other side of the screen and someone sings for the loss and an influenced boy ran off carrying a knife life hates us now squeezing out our values and ego we easily broadcast songs about killing somebody on radio waves life hates us now we say “we don’t want our life” as if life is always there life hates us now since we’ve got no money, we enjoy idle sleeps throughout the day never finding the meaning of our lives we still continue to breathe realizing we are nothing “i feel lonely” these three words is not expressive enough for this wound carrying nothing but such obstinacy, today again i lie on my bed alone we who were but youths at some point change to young adults growing old one day we go down like fallen leaves without a soul in the world knowing our end obtaining an immortal body, and living our whole existence without dying we daydream about science fictions like that we dont care a bit if we died but still we want others to live they might say its wrong to live with such contradictions “Things that are ‘correct’ should stay ‘correct’” “if you dont want to die, then live” if you’re going to be sad and if that’s fine then you gotta laugh solitude forever life hates us now never understanding what “happiness” is we just hate the ife we’ve been delt and curse our pasts life hates us now simply cherishing the idea of the word “goodbye” without knowing what a true farewell is life hates us now happiness, farewells, affection, and friendship, they’re all illusions i might just die tomorrow you know, everything might just end up being nothin mornings and nights, spring, and autumn unchanging while someone dies somewhere i don’t need dreams or even a tomorrow, as long as you are still here, thats all we need yea… thats actually what i want to write about life hates us now in the end, we’ll all die anyway you will, i will one day all of us will rot away like fallen leaves but regardles, we live on frantically shouldering our lives frantically, we live killing, struggling, laughing, shouldering it all live live live live live live just live.