TODAY GOAL IS FOR YOU TO DELETE SOCIAL media . I know that sounds crazy but it will helps you with your mental state especially if you dealing with that kind of stuff. PLEASE DO IT! YOU'LL feel better trust me. you won't have to compare youself to other overall it's good thing to do. then the next step will be to forcus in school and BRING YOU GRADE UP. I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT. LAST STEP IS TO MEDITATE. DO IT FOR WEEK IF U DON'T WANT TO DELETE SOCIAL media JUST LOG OUT AND TRY challenge for a week or 2 days. yuTUBE IS FINE. ​