have you ever fealt sad and depressed but when you try to tell someone you say your fine even though you wan to tell them? like when people ask if I'm ok I say I am when I really wanna tell that I'm not that I want to cry that I'm not doing good but I cant its like I don't want to burden them and that I have grown accustomed to keeping my emotions in for years that now when I have ppl who care I cant tell them how I feel so I act "normal" so I don't worry them