Why do I do things I know have consequences? Like I feel like starving myself and ik its gonna make me feel sick and weak but I still wanna do it

And

Cutting myself even though it just makes me bleed and arms hurt

I think you use drugs so...

WHY T.F u wanna kill your self u r perfect and god focking loves u DO NOT DO ANYTHING STUP.ID

Explanation: love your self

when you rub, you also apply pressure, that pressure can urge the poop to come out. i think that when your rubbing, you also might be slightly breaking it up and that can further fill the stomach.  

growth hormones

if wrong le tme knwo