Umm. to all of my friends that are on that one question, i'm sorry. i know everyone tells me i should talk about my feelings more so here goes nothing. honestly seeing you guys go through all this kills me, especially since i can barely help. and i don't want to say anything about my feelings because no one should have to deal with them. i want to try and help you all but it just gets over whelming. and toru, i'm sorry. i never meant to say all that last night. please know that i would never hate you. i didn't mean to bring up your mom. i was caught up in the moment. but like i said, sorry everyone.