Narcisstic abuse My ex gf was nice at the start, then she turned out to be abusive. she was abused as a child

I miss her so much?

It's not healthy, find a hobby to distract yourself and spend some time realizing your own self worth. If you miss her write or think of the reasons why you miss her compared to why she was abusive or what she did. compare the pros and cons and really think if she was worth your time.

princess bubblegum believes that the best cookies are always homemade.

true dat because you don't physically and emotional stress