Why is my life important im dead inside

Because every life has potential. Every human being has the ability to contribute something great to this world and when you drag yourself through the mud you just make it harder to find that potential. Trust me life is hard, but realizing that you have to potential makes me wants to continue and try to unlock it.

I care and others will too. First you need to call the suicide prevention hotline.
.1-800-273-8255. They will stay on the line for however long you need. They have signed up for this because they care and are trained to talk to you and really listen. Stay on the line please. They can refer you to a therapist

Hope all goes well