Ihave an addiction. i hate being addicted to this fantasy. this world where no one exists but myself and nazis! i talk to myself about them. i act as if they are listening to me, so i will smile i act as if they are always there for me. i want them to understand my situation. look at me, i am a good-for-nothing who only likes politics and ww2. why would god want a person like me? i am literally against everything. i literally tel people that germans were actually not as evil as they think they were. i am not wrong. i do not lie. i don’t want to live in a world where everyone will hate me. i want a person like me but my friend think i’m weird and my family tells me to get a therapist. i want to kill my self. everyone makes fun of me. they tell me i’m a natzi. what do i do? i can’t live like this.