Why am I depressed all the time with crippling anxiety?

there's something bothering you but you don't just know what it is, been there, just light up and forget all your sorrows, remember worries makes one old

on the morning of  july 21,  1861, general mcdowell ordered the  unionarmy to attack. it was on this hill that  confederate  colonel thomas jackson and his forces held back theunion  troops.