Am I the only person who smiles constantly but in reality it’s fake. Everyday someone says to me “I love your smile” or “when are you not smiling” but they don’t know that I’m actually hurting. Every fricking night I cry myself to sleep as if my tears could wash away the pain I go thru.

Im right there with you... actually im doing that to people rn... I understand your pain

Explanation:

In a way yeah

Explanation:

I usually never smile just at picture day or when I'm near my crush. I'm usually stressed because of school, and I'm not sure if I'm depressed. I dont know what depression feels like, but for all I know I could be depressed.

I'm pretty sure you need to hear this.

someone out there is thinking about you and they like every single thing about you

God loves you

I cant think of anything else but thats about it :)

determination

a phrase from a poem by ralph waldo emerson about the battle of lexington and concord. emerson's words read, “here once the embattled farmers stood / and fired the shot heard round the world.”