I am not pushing religion on anybody I also am not going to be negative to your thoughts but I am going to state my claim The bible tells us that Jesus is the same yesterday today and forever he fails not and he loves forever no matter your mistakes or faults he gives you strength when you are weak and comfort when you are down never give up on him because he has never given up on you never stop loving him because he has never stopped loving you never lose faith because he has never lost faith in you never doubt the one who has never doubted you when you are going through hell keep going because if you give up, you stop, and hell is no place to stop so keep going because it is the trials that make you stronger