Rate this 1-10 Honesty as well please

When I think of you happiness hits me
It did until you played my heart the wrong way at least
But nah that's alright I will deal with you.
I feel du. mb for allowing you to do this to me
I get sad, mad, depressed, and pis. sed everytime
I no longer want you, you hurt me I hurt you
Never again will I make this mistake
You cheated just like you do on test
You use me then and now
I am done I dont see this working
Good job making a happy guy mad
This is why I dont trust girls with my heart
So dont break me next time we guys are fragile
If you dont think so do this to another guy
I will not allow you to be like this ever again
Dont play with me next time
But this will not bother me because I dont care
I am going to my old ways of barely any emotions
I wont let this get to me, Good bye my queen