Heyy I don’t know who needed to hear this but I felt it on my heart to write this. It’s okay everything will workout. God sees what your going through. He loves you so much and wants you to always reach out to Him when your feeling down. I’m sorry your going through a hard time in life rn. But ik you will make it. You made it this far and you will continue going. You are not alone He’s there for you. Ofc we all go through times in life where we wonder if God even hears us. But I promise you he does. I haven’t had a easy life myself but once I let God take control and I just said okay God I’m putting my life in your hands that’s when I started seeing a change in my life. You will be okay. You got this. Reach out to Him and He will help you. <3