... I can't handle these pressures
All I can say is, this stress hurts
Things are supposed to get better
I just need to put myself first
I'm always tryin' my hardest
Not to pick myself apart, this
Energy's killin' my vibes now
Sometimes I just wanna drown out
All of the thoughts in my mind, too much
Goin8 on at the same time, I
Wish it would stop and I've tried, but
Life just su cks then we all die
That's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me
Yeah, I'm messed up, but I don't wanna be
I wonder if I'm good enough
Or maybe I've just had too much
To drink, to smoke, to swallow
I'm drownin' up my sorrow
There's rules I'll never follow
Pretend there's no tomorrow
I wish there was no tomorrow
cause I'm empty inside,
Wish I could erase my memories
So I could stop feelin' so empty
I wish that it wasn't so tempting
But it's hard to resist when there's plenty
Of things I could do to fu ck me up
I wanna let go, but I'm feelin' so stuck
So all I can do is fill up my cup
And sit here alone hopin' no one disrupts