Jeff confessed to me his great remorse for his crimes. he wished he could do something for the families of his victims to make it right, but there was nothing he could do. he turned to god because there was no one else to turn to, but he showed great courage in his daring to ask the question, ‘is heaven for me too? ' i think many people are resentful of him for asking that question. but he dared to ask, and he dared to believe the answer.